A blast from my past....
At the moment life is treating me well, after my last blog in August where everything felt it was falling apart, I found the support I needed and the strength to see myself through that bout of depression. The good news is I also finally got myself HRT and the results have been dramatic! I know it doesn't work for everyone and not everyone can take it but certainly for me it has been a revelation. Some things haven't changed but my fatigue, the brain fog and the feeling of being out of control have all gone. With that has become confidence in my abilities at work again, a freedom to express and connect with others through the support of ongoing therapy and an understanding that my past pain no longer defines me, in fact it is my superpower. I can use it to help me embrace the darkness and see the beauty around me. I can start to believe I am loveable and maybe one day turn the ship around completely. Which leads me to the rest of my blog. When we are in deep darkness we...